there's nobody know

Nobody knows its empty
This smile that i wear
The real I is left in the past
Becouse U have left me there

Nobody knows im crying
They wont even see my tears
When they think that im laughing
I still wishing U were here

Nobody knows its painful
They think that im strong
They say that this wont kill me
But i wonder if they were wrong

Nobody knowy im praying
That U will change my mind
They think that I had let u go
When U left me behind

Nobody know i miss you
They think i feel set free
But i feel im bound with chains
Trapped in mystery

Nobody knows i really need U
They say i can do it on my own
But they don't know im crying
When im all alone

-NyonyaLEE-
:(

just that ,

i miss that sweet gurl
i miss that sweet voice
i miss that lovely hug
i miss that lovely kiss

babe,
went i was alone
our memories keep hunt me
everwhere and anywhere i turn

Dun you knoe how mishh i am bout past us
if i can turn to the past time back
i will love you forever
and i promise i won't leave you, ever..

You are too sweet to me
i cry so hard went i know u got another person
Dun you knoe how stronger i love you
you never be replace, never and ever

why i leave you
and why i so damn stupid ?
Now that i knoe that my love for you is never end
and now that i knoe that i really need you all the time

i really wana ask ..

can i have you back ?
would you comeback to me ?
would you be my sweet heart again?
can you love me as the past you love me?
will you take care of me ?
will you protect me even what ever happen ?
and can you please dun hurt me ,

i'm not begging but im hopping ,
hopeless, just that ..

-nyonyaLEE-