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hasil tulin dari nyonyaa

Love force me.
Love force me to cry.
Love force me to be sad.
Love force me to be mad.
And why did love force me ?

I don't need love.
No men involve in my life.
But why love keep forcing me ?
I don't need men yet.

I don't have to find that love.
Couse love come and go.
Couse men come and go.
Until one day i will find that love.
That truely love.
Until one day i will get that men.
That honour men.
That loyal men.

Don't give me a damn.
Don't give a shit.
I don;t deserve pain.
Couse i am who i am.
And i know who i am.

You deserve it.
Couse you such a piece of shit.
You such an idiot men who are despreate.


Totally from nyonyalee :)

there's nobody know

Nobody knows its empty
This smile that i wear
The real I is left in the past
Becouse U have left me there

Nobody knows im crying
They wont even see my tears
When they think that im laughing
I still wishing U were here

Nobody knows its painful
They think that im strong
They say that this wont kill me
But i wonder if they were wrong

Nobody knowy im praying
That U will change my mind
They think that I had let u go
When U left me behind

Nobody know i miss you
They think i feel set free
But i feel im bound with chains
Trapped in mystery

Nobody knows i really need U
They say i can do it on my own
But they don't know im crying
When im all alone

-NyonyaLEE-
:(

just that ,

i miss that sweet gurl
i miss that sweet voice
i miss that lovely hug
i miss that lovely kiss

babe,
went i was alone
our memories keep hunt me
everwhere and anywhere i turn

Dun you knoe how mishh i am bout past us
if i can turn to the past time back
i will love you forever
and i promise i won't leave you, ever..

You are too sweet to me
i cry so hard went i know u got another person
Dun you knoe how stronger i love you
you never be replace, never and ever

why i leave you
and why i so damn stupid ?
Now that i knoe that my love for you is never end
and now that i knoe that i really need you all the time

i really wana ask ..

can i have you back ?
would you comeback to me ?
would you be my sweet heart again?
can you love me as the past you love me?
will you take care of me ?
will you protect me even what ever happen ?
and can you please dun hurt me ,

i'm not begging but im hopping ,
hopeless, just that ..

-nyonyaLEE-

Do you still think of me?

As I sit here I wonder Do you still think of me? Do you think of our talks and our plans and the love that was shared. All the times that we both showed that we cared. My love for you grows stronger everyday and I just want to know if you feel the same way. I was there through the good,the bad and every time in between. I just wonder do you still think of me? When your in your room at night or had a hard day at school where does your mind wonder? The relationships never last because I miss you. I don't want anybody else and it's crazy I know. I just wonder have u moved on? Is there someone else and most importantly Do you still think of me?

FYI ; i not the writer of this thing , just copy it .

missing

im missing you so much
i wish that you were here now
right beside me holding me tight
and never letting goi miss seeing eachother
and never stopped looking at eachother

i miss us talking to eachother on the phone
all day all night
im always thinking about you
your smile, your laugh,
and the days you're always there for me
and whenever i'm feeling down,i always know who to go to
you...

baby im missing you so much
everytime i wake up in the morning
all i wanna feel is your love
all i ever do is think about you baby
all i wanna feel is your lovewe only talked that one time
your the only one on my mine
all i want to do baby
is feel your love
again

Sorry

She's getting away from me,
I'm aware of that,
Though before it was never too clear,
Yet i know, its not anywhere too dear,
For i have got a decision to make,
My heart said its for good sake,
Never crossed my mind that it'd change fake,
Is it too late?
I love our memory,
And the way i said sorry,
Yes, sorry seems to be the hardest word,
But you melted it with your smile..

That face that toucher my soul,
Once upon a time,
When sorry is just more than "I'm sorry"
I just can't face you confidently,
As i know all came from me,
I shoudn't deserve forgiveness,
Still ..
Trying is the best thing,
I'm still trying,,
IN SILENCE,

SORRY ...

I'm no superman

I've been heading in the wrong direction,
Hiding from my own protection,
Running, but my heart was standing still,
I guess you saw the light inside me,
Your love has been a torch to guide me,
I hope i can be all that you deserve
Well, im no superman.

But i love you the best i can,
And you know i'm just flesh and bones,
But with you i feel i'm flying
Don't you know i'm no superman,
I was seaching for heart that beating,
As fast as the way i'm feeling,
Trying to find some peace there in my soul

You know it was your love that saved me,
The answer to my prayer you gave me,
I'll fight for you,
I'll die for you,
You know i would.